The Naive and Submissive Girl
by Vanessa Evans
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Grief comes in many forms.


Hi, my name is Tom and I’m about to tell you the story of my last few years.

Before I go any further let me tell you a little about myself. I’m in my late thirties, slim, reasonable looking (so I’m told), and keep myself fit. I am a Financial Consultant specialising in reducing income tax bills. I am lucky in that I work from my house in the suburbs of London.

I was single until I met this amazing woman around 5 years ago and a few months later we got married.

Angela was a single mum with a 14 year-old daughter, Jade, who is just as gorgeous as Angela was.

I say ‘was’, because on Jade’s 18th birthday, Angela fell victim to a man who thought that after 10 pints of beer, he was okay to drive home.

I had stayed back at Jade’s party venue to help her clear-up whilst Angela had headed home earlier to start preparing for our own family party.

It had only been a small party because Jade didn’t have that many friends at school, her being a bit of an introvert, but they still managed to make quite a mess.
 

Jade and I got home and wondered where Angela was. The police arrived later that evening and shattered both my life, and that of Jade.

I fought to hold it together because poor Jade just couldn’t stop sobbing as she cuddled up to me on the sofa, finally falling asleep in the early hours.

Me, I just cuddled Jade, wanting to hang on to as much as I could of Angela for as long as I could.


We finally woke around 10 a.m. still in our party clothes.

“Go and have a shower Jade, it will make you feel slightly better, I’ll start some breakfast.”

Twenty minutes later, a totally naked Jade walked into the kitchen, stood there with her hands by her sides and said,

“Tom, mum always chooses what I wear but …………  will you do it for me?”

“Wow Jade, you look just like a younger version of your mother.” I thought, “except for that jungle at the top of your legs..”

*****

Now, early on in our relationship, Angela had told me that Jade wasn’t very street-wise and needed help making decisions. Also, that she found it difficult to understand the social graces that girls are expected to abide by, so it shouldn’t have been a shock, but it was.

During the few years that we’d all lived together, I’d noticed little things, like Jade sitting with her knees well apart and accidentally displaying her underwear, or sometimes the lack of. When we’d been on holiday one time, Jade’s bikini top came undone and fallen off. She’d been running around topless for a few minutes before Angela saw and told her to put her top back on.

There were a few similar things that no step-father of a girl should see, but I’d always just looked away and ignored what I’d seen.


With my naked 18 year-old step-daughter standing in front of me, everything started to come together. I quickly realised that Angela had been looking after Jade for all those years, trying to educated her in the social norms but not making much progress. I remembered Angela always going to Jade’s room after Jade had been in the shower so I guessed that it was to choose Jade’s outfit for her.

Finally, I realised that I was going to have to care of Jade like Angela had.

“Okay Jade, you go up to your room and I’ll follow you up.”


Then wasn’t the time to really appreciate Jade’s naked form, although I couldn’t help looking at Jade’s cute, little, round, bare butt as she climbed the stairs in front of me.

Jade stood and watched me, hands by her sides, as I opened her closet and looked at the array of clothes hanging there.

“Something bright and summery,” I said, “something to cheer you up a little.”

“It won’t.” Jade replied and she stepped forward and gave me a naked hug,

“Why did it have to happen to mum?” Jade asked through the sobs that had started.

“I know Jade, it’s not fair, but who said that life was fair? We just have to take it as it comes. Try not to think of the fairness, think of the happy times that we had with mum.”  


That didn’t really help as Jade continued crying and hugging me tightly.

Ages later, I got control of myself and realised that I had a naked 18 year-old girl hugging me. Nature started to take over and I felt a stirring in my jeans.

“No, no, this is not right Tom,” I thought, “stop it for heaven’s sake, Jade is my step-daughter and Angela has just been killed, get a grip man.”

I took Jade’s arms and eased her away from me then got a nice, yellow summer dress out of her wardrobe and handed it to her saying,

“Put this on then come down to the kitchen, I’ll make us a some breakfast.”

I left Jade and went and put some coffee and toast on. Five minutes later, Jade walked in and it was immediately obvious that she hadn’t put a bra on.

“No bra today Jade?” I asked.

“You didn’t get one out for me Tom.”

“Jeez, this is worse than I thought, the poor girl couldn’t even think to put a bra on, I wonder if she put any knickers on.”  I thought.

But before I could say anything, the toast popped-up, distracting me.

“I’m not hungry Tom.”

“Just try a little honey, you need some food inside you.”


Jade sat opposite me, both of us avoiding the chair that Angela usually sat on.


After a few minutes of silence, and a little toast and coffee in our stomachs, I said,

“There’s a few things that have to be done Jade, places to go, things to do that I can do on my own, will you be okay on your own?”

“Can I come with you Tom, I don’t want us to be on my own.”

“Okay, but there’s some places that a young lady should never have to go, you’ll have to wait in the car.”

“You won’t be long in those places will you Tom?”

“I’ll be as quick as I can honey.”


We got ready and went to the car, Jade hanging onto my arm with a death grip.

As we rode down the street, Jade asked,

“What will happen to me Tom, you’re my best dad, but you’re not my real dad, will I have to go into care?”

“No Jade, 2 reasons, firstly, I would never let anyone take you away from me, you’re my daughter, apart from your mother, you are the best thing that ever happened to me. Secondly, you are now 18 so you are an adult, no one will try to take you away so you are lumbered with me.

“I’m not lumbered with you Tom, I love you and I want to stay with you for ever.

“And I want you by my side for ever as well Jade..”


We did all the necessary together, but I told Jade to wait in the car while I went into the morgue to make the formal identification.


When everything that could be done was done, we headed back to the car park. On the way, Jade saw the McDonald’s and I felt her grip on my arm loosen a little.

“Do you want a Big Mac or something Jade?” I asked, “You must be hungry by now.”

“Please Tom, but mummy said that McDonald’s are for special occasions only.”

“I think that we’ll make an exception today Jade.”

It was me that had the Big Mac, Jade only wanting a kids meal.

As we sat eating, I noticed 2 young men sat opposite us staring our way, so I looked down at Jade’s lap. Then I remembered what Jade had said at breakfast, about not wearing a bra, her ‘A’ cup tits and eraser size nipples were poking at the front of the dress that looked really cute, albeit a little small on her.

“Jade,” I asked, “when you said that I hadn’t got out a bra for you to wear today, did you get dressed without knickers as well?”
 
“Yes, you didn’t get any out for me.”

“So do you realise that with you sitting like that, those men over there can see up your dress and see your bare pussy?”

“Oh yeah, mummy told me off a few times for sitting like this because my knickers were showing. I don’t see what the problem is, sitting like this is more comfortable. I can never remember what mummy said about how to sit. Am I being naughty, do you need to spank me?”

“What, no, did mummy ever spank you Jade?”

“No, she threatened to but I never understood why. I guess that I was never naughty enough. Will you spank me if I’m naughty Tom?”

“Are you going to be naughty Jade?”

“No.”

“Well then I won’t spank you.”

“So am I being naughty sitting like this and letting those men see my pussy up my skirt?”

“That’s a good question Jade. Some people will say that you are and that you should keep your knees together all the time, but other people will say that there’s nothing wrong with sitting like that.”

“Even without knickers on?”

“Even without knickers on Jade.”

“What do you say Tom?”

“I’m with the latter group Jade, it’s natural, and why should girls be uncomfortable when they are sitting, but I must remember to get some knickers out for you to put on tomorrow morning.”

“It doesn’t bother me not wearing knickers Tom, I get a nice breeze that tickles my pussy and makes my whole tummy area tingle.”

I didn’t reply to that, just wondered what I was letting myself in for. A couple of minutes later, as Jade was finishing her fries, she said,

“Tom, mummy said that she was going show me how to shave myself down there, then get me some new clothes. She said that I’d look good in shorter skirts and with some cleavage showing. I guess that that won’t happen now, and do you remember when mum took me to the doctors because I had bad pains in my stomach?”

“Yes, your mother didn’t tell me what was wrong with you, but you stopped getting those pains didn’t you?”

“Yes I did, the doctor examined me, even stuck something in my pussy and looked inside me, then he gave me an injection. I don’t know what it was, but I can still feel a little lump in my arm. And he was right, I’ve never had a period since. I like that doctor.”

“Err, good to know Jade, about those new clothes, we can still get them for you, would you like to go and look at some now?”

“No, can we leave it for a day or two, I’m not in the mood to be changing clothes today.”

“Okay, I can understand that, in a couple of days then, and we’ll have to get you a black outfit for the funeral.”

“What’s wrong with this nice dress? I like this dress.”

“So do I, but you’re supposed to wear black at a funeral.”

“That’s silly, everyone in black will make me more sad.”

“I know, but that’s what people do.”


We stood to leave, but I could see tears welling in Jade’s eyes again so I decided to change the subject,

“Jade, when would you like me to show you how to shave your pussy?”

“Not today Tom, I don’t feel like it right now, maybe just before we go clothes shopping, can we go home now?”

“Of course we can sweetheart, come on.”

Jade put the death grip on one of my arms again and we walked back to the car. I could feel one of her hard nipples rubbing against my shirt covered arm.

We silently drove home where we sat on the sofa and I put a movie on the television. Jade lifted one of my arms and put it round her as she snuggled to my chest.

I’m pretty sure that neither of us followed the plot of the movie and afterwards Jade said that she was going to bed.


I used that alone time to make a list of everything that I had to do. Fortunately, neither Angela, nor myself, had any family that I had to tell, so that kept the list from getting too long.

I made a couple of phone calls to give them the bad news. One was to her boss and the other to a friend of hers who lived where Angela and Jade had moved from when they moved in with me.

When I decided to go to bed, I looked in on Jade, she looked to be asleep so I went to the bathroom and did my routine.

I didn’t bother putting the light on in my bedroom, I dropped my boxers, climbed into my bed and was soon asleep.

*****

“Have you got an erection Tom?” were the first words that I heard when I woke up. “Can I hold it?”

But Jade didn’t wait to get told no, her hand wrapped around my cock before I was fully awake.

“Jade, stop that, what are you doing here and why have you no clothes on?”

“I couldn’t sleep because I was sad and lonely, and you didn’t get a nightie out for me. Did you used to put that monster in mummy’s pussy, I’ve had those sex education lessons at school?”

Jade’s hand was still holding my cock as I said,

“Jade, you shouldn’t be here, you’ve got a bed of your own.”

“I know, but I woke up so sad and lonely, I needed a cuddle.”

I couldn’t fault her for that. I too was getting some comfort from Angela’s daughter cuddling me, but we were both naked and she was holding my cock which refused to go soft.

“Jade, you shouldn’t be touching me like that, it’s not right, you’re my step-daughter.”

“So what, do you like me holding your cock, it’s so hard and warm. Isn’t it uncomfortable?”

“Didn’t they teach you in school that it’s wrong to do anything sexual with a family member?”

“The teacher did say some thing about that but I didn’t understand what she was saying, besides, you’re not my real father, you’re my step-father. Does that make me an orphan now?”

“Possibly, it depends on if your birth father is still alive, but don’t you worry about that Jade, I’m the only father that you will ever need.”

As we just lay there I wondered if she was going anywhere saying that I wasn’t her birth father. But my mind was in turmoil, this was all wrong, a naked 18 year-old girl shouldn’t be in bed with her naked step-father, never mind holding his erect cock, but at the same time it was nice. I decided to try to ignore it and deal with it some other time. Putting my arm over Jade’s shoulder, nearly touching one of her little tits, I said,

“Jade, it’s too early, try to go back to sleep.”

I guess that Jade did manage to go back to sleep because I felt her hand loosen it’s hold on my cock, and I finally managed to go back to sleep as well.

*****

Jade was still asleep when I woke up and I discovered that she was holding my cock again, and it was erect again. My hand that was on her chest below her little tits, had moved up and was cupping her left tit.

It felt so nice and it reminded me of Angela’s tits.


Not really wanting to get into a conversation about what was right and wrong, I slowly eased myself out of the bed, collected a clean pair of underwear and went to the bathroom. 

Jade was still asleep when I returned so I put a T-shirt and sweatpants on and went down to the kitchen.


I was sat drinking some coffee when Jade walked in, still totally naked.

“Morning Tom.” Jade said, as she rubbed the sleep out of her eyes. “You weren’t there when I woke up and I started thinking about mum again.”

“I know honey, I was thinking about her as well, come and give me a hug, that might help.”

I was already sat back from the table and I expected Jade to stand beside me and hug me, but she sat on my lap and put her arms round my neck, her bare left tit pressing on my face.

After a few seconds Jade said,

“Is it true that men like sucking on girl’s tits Tom, I thought that that was only for babies?”  

“Yes it’s true Jade, some men do like doing that and some girls get pleasure out of men sucking their tits”

“Do you want to suck mine?” Jade replied as she pressed her hard nipple onto my mouth.”

It was so tempting and my lips were definitely enjoying the feeling, but I resisted the temptation and used my hands on her hips to lift her off me.

“Cereals Jade, your usual?” I asked as I got to my feet.

“I don’t think that I want anything.”

“Jade, you have to eat, at least try.”

“Okay.”

Jade sat on her usual chair and I again noticed that she sat with her knees open. I wondered if she had always sat in the kitchen like that but there again, before the last couple of days she’d always been wearing a knee length skirt so there wouldn’t have been any accidental exposures.

Once Jade started eating, she continued and finished the bowl off.


“I have some paperwork to do Jade, I’ll go and get dressed and get on with it, you go and shower then maybe we could go for a walk, get some fresh air to make us feel a little better.”

“Okay Tom.” Jade replied, and I again followed her cute little, bare butt up the stairs.

Not thinking of the consequences, I threw the T-shirt on the bed and the sweatpants into the washing basket then went into my office to get on with what had to be done.


About 45 minutes later, Jade walked in wearing just my T-shirt. I instantly remembered what I hadn’t done and I started to get up apologising and saying that I’d get her some clothes.

“It’s okay Tom, this T-shirt will do, I like wearing it, it smells of you and it’s so baggy that it feels like I’m not wearing anything.”

“You didn’t put a bra or knickers on then Jade?”

Jade answered that by lifting the front of the T-shirt right up to her neck showing me that she was naked under the T-shirt, her saying,

“You didn’t get any out for me.”

Wanting to keep both Jade and myself busy, I said,

“Come on, let’s go for that walk, that T-shirt is as long as your yellow sundress so I guess that you’ll be okay wearing that. Do you want to put a bra and knickers on?”

“What for?”

“Okay, go and get your trainers then we’ll go.”

I did the same and we were soon walking down the drive.

“Where are we going Tom?”

“I thought that we could go to the park.”

“Okay.”

“Are you sure that you’re okay without a bra and knickers Jade?”

“Yeah, why wouldn’t I be? The breeze is tickling my pussy again and my tummy is starting to tingle, will you shave me when we get back?”

“I guess so.”

“You’re not going to cut me are you?”

“Not intentionally honey.”

“Will you rub my clitty while your down there, see if you can make me feel as good as when I accidentally did it?”

“That’s a big ask Jade, I shouldn’t really.”

“But you will won’t you?”

“Of course I will Jade, I’ll do anything for you.”

 
By then, Jade had grabbed my hand and as we walked, I thought about the many times that Angela had gone out with me, sans underwear,


“So you like not wearing a bra or knickers then Jade?”

“Yeah, as I said, my pussy gets tickled, my tummy tingles and my nipples tingle as well, but mum always said that I should wear them.”

“Well you’re 18 now so you can make your own decisions.”

“I don’t know Tom, I do like the feeling of the breeze up my skirt and tickling my pussy, and my nipples rubbing on the inside of my tops. Both make me all tingly. I remember one time when I put my hand up my nightie into my knickers and tickled my pussy. It felt so good, and after a while I had this real weird but nice feeling. At first I thought I was about to die because my body was shaking and my brain was all muddled. Then after ages of the nice feeling and my body shaking, it all faded away. It left me feeling all warm and nice but my pussy was drenched.”

“Did you tell you mother about it?”

“No, I thought that I was being naughty and that she might punish me.”

“Well Jade, you weren’t being naughty, millions of girls do that to themselves every day, they even have toys to help them and they often get boys to to it to them, it’s called masturbation and it’s perfectly natural. You do know that you can tell me anything Jade, I’ll never judge you.”

“So I can do it again and I won’t get into trouble?”

“Of course you can Jade, and no, you won’t get in to trouble, you can do it anytime that you want.” 

“You said that boys sometimes help girls do it Tom, will you help me?”

“I’m your daddy Jade, I shouldn’t do that to you, it’s not appropriate.”

“You’re my step-father Tom, doesn’t that make it okay, and besides, I want you to help me, I don’t really know any boys that would help me.”

“Tell you what Jade, I’ll buy you some toys that you can play with.”

“I’ve already got some Barbie dolls and cuddly toys Tom, I don’t need any more.”

“These toys are specially for big girls Jade, when you see what you can do with them you will understand.”

“Will you show me what I can do with them please Tom?”

“We’ll see Jade, just use your fingers for now.”

“Will you tickle my pussy for me Tom?”

“Let’s not rush into anything Jade. Now that you have finished at school you will have plenty of time for things like that.”

“Yeah, and with you working from home you can help me, show me how these toys that you said you’d buy me work.”


Part of me was really hoping that a dildo and a vibrator would keep Jade satisfied. The other part of me was starting to think of Jade as a substitute for Angela. Jade certainly has the body for it, she is 18 now and technically I am not her real father.

As I was thinking that last part I suddenly realised that I was thinking of having sex with Jade, and I berated myself, it wasn’t right, but Jade was obviously using sex to get over her grief. How could I possibly try to stop that, she was looking happy for the first time since her 18th party.


We got to the park and I quickly realised that it was quite breezy in that big open space and I could see Jade’s (my) T-shirt bellowing in the wind, Jade doing nothing to stop it.

“Do you want to turn around and go back Jade?” I asked, “that T-shirt is too loose for this wind.”

“No, I’m good, I like the feeling of the wind blowing all over my body, my nipples and clitty feel all hard and tingly.”

“You’re not bothered that the wind might blow the T-shirt right up, even to round your neck?”

“No, why would I be?”

“But people might see your naked body Jade?”

“So what, we’ve all got a body.”


“And you’ve got a beautiful body Jade, so like your mother’s. She used to like the breeze blowing up her skirt and she got turned-on by men seeing her naked. I sometimes called her an exhibitionist and she never denied it.”

“What’s an exhibitionist Tom​.”

“Someone who gets sexually excited by other people seeing them naked.”

“Am I one of those, my clitty is tingling at the thought of other men seeing it.”

“Maybe, time will tell.”


When Jade had said that last sentence, a couple of older teenage girls, walking the other way, were right alongside us and I was sure that they had heard Jade. I heard them giggle and that sort of confirmed my thoughts. 

On we walked, Jade holding my hand or my arm, and her not at all bothered about the T-shirt billowing up, revealing her naked body, sometimes right up to her neck. A few times Jade did grab the T-shirt and pull it down, but that was only when it had blown over her face and she couldn’t see where she was going.

When the path went round the corner of some bushes, a very strong gust of wind blew the T-shirt up around her neck again. As per the previous times, Jade did nothing to pull it down, even when 2 cycling youths came towards us.

“Hi Jade,” one of the youths said when he was close, “I see that the carpets match the drapes.”

A second later the second youth was close, him saying,

“Hi Jade, ugly bush.”

“Do you know those two Jade?”

“Yes, they were in my class, they we horrible to me.”

“Well, at least school is over now, you may never see them again.”

“Good, Tom, what did Harvey mean about the carpet matching the drapes?”

I laughed a little then replied,

“It’s a saying that means that your head hair is the same colour as your pubic hair.”

“Oh, but you’re going to fix that for me when we get back aren’t you Tom?”

“I did promise that didn’t I?”

“You did, and will you rub my clitty so that I tingle then explode. It’s been a long time since I discovered that?”

“I’m pretty sure that that explosion, as you called it, was an orgasm Jade. Orgasms are a wonderful thing, especially female orgasms. Your mother always told me that they were amazing, and watching her cumming was a wonderful sight.”

“What’s cumming Tom?”

“It happens at the start of the explosion, as you call it Jade. You know that the explosion is about to happen, cumming, and you can’t stop it.”

“That sounds fun, will you make me cumming?”

“Make me cum, just cum Jade, and I guess that I’m going to have to now.”


We arrived at a bench and Jade asked if we could stop for a rest. I sat and instead of sitting next to me, Jade lay along the bench with her head on my lap, her knees bent and het feet on the bench. The T-shirt fell over her stomach and I just knew that anyone walking by would be able to see her bare pussy.

I didn’t know if Jade knew what she was showing and was laying that way on purpose, or she just didn’t realise. I suspected the latter.

We talked a little more, then Jade surprised me again. One of my hands had been lightly resting in her lower ribs but she lifted it up and put it down the neck of the T-shirt so that it rested on one of her bare tits.

“Will you rub my nipple like you did last night Tom, it made me feel good.”

“I’m sorry Jade, I was half asleep last night and I thought that you were your mother.”

“That’s okay Tom, I liked it and I want you to do it again.”

I was about to say that I wouldn’t, and pull my hand out, when I realised that my fingers were already teasing her nipple.

“Sod it.” I thought, and continued while I tried to change the conversation subject but Jade kept coming back to me shaving her and her ‘explosion’.”


After a while, the two cycling youths appeared again, this time stopping right near Jade’s feet.

By that time, one of Jade’s feet had moved from the bench to the ground, resulting in her pussy being spread and very much on display.

“Hey Jade,” Harvey said, “I know that we didn’t get on too well at school but I’ve just heard about your mother and I wanted to tell you that I’m so sorry for your loss.”

“Yeah, me too.” the other youth added.

As they were talking I was looking at their eyes which were pointing at Jade’s spread pussy.”
 
“Err, thanks guys.” Jade replied without even a hint of embarrassment, nor moving her knees together.

“Is this your dad?”

“Yeah,” Jade replied.

“Well I’m sorry for your loss too mister.” Harvey said.

Then I saw Harvey’s eyes move and focus on Jade’s chest, me realising that my hand was still down the top of the T-shirt rubbing one of her nipples. We’d been caught, but Jade was acting like she was dressed for a snow storm.

It was me who got a little embarrassed and I pulled my hand out and said,

“Thanks for the condolences guys, but it would be nice if you could go and let us grieve in peace.”

“Oh, yeah, sorry, come on mate.”

With that they left us and I asked Jade,

“Did you realise that they were staring at your bare pussy Jade?”

“Yeah, it used to be just my knickers that the boys stared at, but now that I’ve stopped wearing knickers they’ll have to settle for my bare pussy. I never used to get all tingly when anyone saw my knickers but Harvey and Dennis staring at my bare pussy just now made me tingle, and I liked it. I don’t think that I’ll ever wear a bra or knickers again Tom, so don’t bother getting any out for me. And I think that my pussy has got all wet. Will you look and see if I’m right Tom?”

I couldn’t see from where I was so I gave Jade the finger test.

“Oooh, that was nice Tom. Can you do that again please?”

I didn’t reply as I held my finger in front of Jade’s face.

“I was right Tom, Harvey staring made me get all wet and that’s not pee is it? Why was that. I’d only been wet before when I didn’t wipe my pussy after peeing. Oh, and when I tickled my pussy and made myself explode.”

“Come on Jade, let’s head for home and I’ll try to explain on the way.”

Before I could start, Jade said,

“Tom, would you mind if I started calling you daddy? Now that I haven’t got a mother I need someone named like a parent.”

“Okay Jade, if that’s what you want, I guess that I can live with that.”

“Oh goody.”


The wind was still blowing the T-shirt all over the place and Jade was doing nothing to stop or rectify the wardrobe malfunction, even when we left the park and walked down the streets.


I tried to explain about vaginas producing lubrication, but I could tell that Jade was struggling to understand. By the time we got home I just about managed to get her to understand, her saying,

“So my pussy gets wet when it thinks that a cock is going to fuck it even if my head brain doesn’t think that I’m going to get fucked?”

“That’s sort of right Jade.”

“So my pussy has a brain, is that my little clitty? That would explain why I get wet when I rub it. Will my clitty brain understand if I talk to it?”

I was really getting to understand why Angela was constantly keeping an eye on Jade, she was trying to shielding her from the reality of life, but I realised that I needed to educate Jade in the realities of life, how being an adult is different to being a child.

Jade is 18 now and she was slowly discovering sex. I would have to shield her from predators but at the same time make sure that her needs were satisfied.

I was realising that that would include me having to have sex with her. If I didn’t she wouldn’t be satisfied and go looking else where, with all the pitfalls that a naive girl can fall in to.

But then I thought that our journey through life wouldn’t be that bad, Jade is a beautiful girl who is technically not a blood relative and having her around all the time could have some real benefits; and, technically, we wouldn’t be breaking any laws,   

I suddenly got a bolt of guilt. My poor Angela had only been gone a few days and here I was thinking about having sex with her daughter.

Then I thought that Angela would have wanted both Jade and me to be happy, and for me to look after her naive daughter, and I was sure that Angela would have realised that to be happy we would both need to have sex, so Angela must have realised that Jade and I would get into a sexual relationship.

That was my logic for what I knew was bound to happen sooner or later.

 
“Maybe Jade,” I replied as we walked through the front door, “but I’m sure that your clitty would prefer action over words. I’m sure that it would prefer you rubbing it.”

“So should I rub it every time that my pussy brain tells my pussy to get wet?”

“Jade, you’re an adult now, you can rub your pussy whenever that you want.”

“Will you watch me rubbing it daddy to see if I’m doing it right?”

“That’s something that a girl usually does in private, or with her boyfriend.”

“You are the only boy friend that I have daddy, so will you watch me?”

“I will always help you with anything Jade.”


Jade kicked off her trainers the pulled the T-shirt up and over her head saying,

“Can I wear your T-shirt again please daddy. It was fun going out wearing just that, especially in the park, it got me all tingly and my clitty and nipples got hard and tingly, look, they’re still hard.”

“So I see,” I replied, looking at her nipples. “but I can’t see you clitoris.”

“Well it feels hard and it’s telling my pussy to get wet. Are you going to shave me now?”

“Okay, go and get a big towel and spread it on your bed. I’ll get the other things.”

I did, and when I went into Jade’s bedroom I was confronted by the totally naked Jade with her legs spread so wide that her feet were over the sides of the bed and her hands were behind her head.

“Wow, very nice.” I thought, but said,

“You’re armpits need to be shaved as well Jade.”

“Yes, mum said that she was going to teach me to do that as well.”

I put the bowl of warm water next to Jade’s torso, picked-up the scissors and said,

“Have you got any of these Jade?”

“No, that’s another thing that mum said that she was going to get for me.”

“We’ll go to the supermarket when we’ve finished here.”

“Okay.”

I got to work, Jade giggling at times. As I was snipping around her vulva it wasn’t giggles, it was moans. Jade saying,

“You’re making me tingle daddy and my clitty has told my pussy to get wet. Does it think that you are going to fuck me?”

“Ask it Jade.” I jokingly replied.

“Pussy, do you think that daddy is going to put his cock inside you?”

In a baby girl’s voice Jade replied,

“Yes, I want that lovely cock inside me.”

Back in her normal voice, Jade said,

“There you are daddy, you’re going to have to fuck me now.”

“We’ll see.”


I finished trimming Jade’s pubic hair with the scissors, then as I was squirting the shaving foam on her armpits to more giggling, I asked,

“When I get to your pussy, do you want me to leave a landing strip or other shape?”

“What’s a landing strip daddy, I’m too small for a plane to land on me.”

I explained what a landing strip on a girl was as I finished shaving her pits then used a face cloth to wipe the residue away.

“Oh, that’s a landing strip, Jenny and Kara have those, I saw them in the showers. No, I don’t want one, I want to me completely smooth.”

I quickly finished her pits then I ran my fingers over her pubic stubble and said,

“Okay Jade, here goes.”

“Please don’t cut me daddy.” Jade said before my actions started her moaning again.”


When most of the hair was gone, and Jade was showing signs of serious arousal, I said,

“I’m going to have to hold your labia open to get a few hairs that are trying to hide Jade.”

Jade’s response to my fingers touching her labia was to have an orgasm, her body shaking and her moaning getting very load. I backed-off letting nature take it’s course, then when Jade stopped shaking I continued and asked Jade if she was okay.

“Oh yes daddy that was so much better than the last time, can you do that to me a thousand times each day?”

“No Jade, just hold still while I get the few remaining hairs.”

Jade did, then I told her to get on her hands and knees. As she was doing so, Jade asked,

“Are you going to spank me daddy?”

“Grief no, you haven’t done anything wrong. I just need to check round your bum hole to make sure that you don’t have any hairs there.”

There were and I shaved them off leaving Jade’s whole pussy area completely denuded of hair.

“There you go Jade, all done. Go and have a shower then we’ll go to the supermarket to get some groceries and some shaving equipment for you. I see that your legs have a few hairs on them as well, you should think about shaving them off as well.”

“Daddy, I really liked it when I had one of those orgasm things earlier, can you give me another one please?

As Jade was asking, she turned over and lay on her back with her legs spread very wide. I looked down at her pleading face, then lower to her little tits. They were small and conical shaped with little brown pencil eraser nipples on small, brown areolae. Even though Jade was on her back there was absolutely no sag,

Looking lower, her now completely bald, smooth pubis and vulva no longer hid the fact that Jade has virtually no inner labia and a little pink button for a clit that wasn’t hidden by its hood. I could also see that the entrance to her vagina was slightly open and very wet. 

“Jade, you look so much like you mother that it would be easy to mistake you for her.” I said as my right hand went to her clit and started gently rubbing.

“You can fuck me if it helps you daddy.” Jade just managed to say before her moaning started.

It didn’t take long for Jade to reach her climax, her body shaking and jerking until ages after I’d removed my hand.

“Oh daddy, you are so good at doing that, so much better than I was. Please do that to me a trillion times a day.”

“If I did we’d starve to death Jade, not even having the time to eat. Talking of which, go and shower, I’ll clean up and get a dress out for you. Jade, I’ve just realised that I’ve never seen you wearing jeans or shorts, do you have any?”

“No, mummy used to say that girls should dress as girls and not as boys, so I’ve never worn jeans or shorts and I don’t want to start. Now that I’ve discovered that not wearing knickers makes me tingle I don’t want to even wear any of those again.”

“Fair enough Jade, come on, shower.”

Jade jumped up and headed for the bathroom leaving me to clean-up and get a dress out for her. I chose another summer dress, this blue one also looking as if it might be a bit tight on her, but it is also knee length.

“No accidental flashing in this my girl.” I thought as I lay it on her bed.

As I was cleaning-up I thought about my Angela and how she had hated jeans and shorts as well.

“Like mother like daughter.” I thought as I put my trainers on, picked up my phone and the supermarket re-usable bags.


“You always did look good in that dress Jade.” I said as she came down the stairs.



In the supermarket car park, Jade went off for a trolley and quickly returned saying,

“Daddy, when we go to get me some new clothes, can the dresses and skirts be short ones, I can’t feel a breeze up this long dress.”

I smiled, knowing exactly what she was thinking, not that I could blame her, and I was also pleased that her discovering her body was taking her mind off our loss. It was also distracting me.


I pushed the trolley around with Jade bending and reaching for the items that we needed.

At the personal hygiene section we jointly selected a razor, blades and shaving cream for her. I asked her if there was anything else from those shelves that she needed and I smiled at her comment.

“No daddy, mummy was going to teach me how to use make-up but. …………”

“Jade, you are beautiful without any make-up. What about tampons?”

“I told you that that doctor had injected my arm and that I don’t get periods any more. Does that mean that you can fuck me as often as you want and I won’t get pregnant?”

I quickly looked around to see if anyone had heard her, and was pleased that it didn’t look like anyone had.

“Who says that I’m going to fuck you Jade?” I quietly replied.

“You did, to help you get over being without mum.”

“That wasn’t what I said Jade.”

“But you are aren’t you daddy?”

“Maybe. Come on, let’s go to the deserts aisle, see if there’s anything nice that you fancy.”


We finished the shopping and were soon back at home where Jade helped put our purchases away. When we got to her shaving equipment Jade said,

“This razor look dangerous daddy, I think that it’s best that you use it on me, I don’t want to cut myself.”

I saw Jade’s face light up when I replied saying that I’d help her until I was confident that she wouldn’t hurt herself. I wondered if she’d play me for a long time, saying that she was still scared of hurting herself.

I wasn’t too worried about that, I thought as I remembered the pleasure that I had got shaving her mother and watching her have those orgasms.


Jade helped me prepare some food then I told her that I had some work to do, and I suggested that she watch a movie.


I left Jade to select a movie and I went up to my office. I had things to sort out for the funeral and Angela’s Will. I phoned our lawyer and made an appointment, him telling me that both Jade and I would need to visit him for the reading of the Will.

I thought about Angela’s belongings and clothes, but decided to leave things as they were for a while.

Then I thought about Jade’s future and I didn’t have a clue, so I turned to a more pressing need. I logged on to Amazon and ordered a Hitachi Magic Wand and a couple of dildos for  next day delivery, I needed Jade to be a bit more self-sufficient and not reliant on me to meet her sexual needs. Having thought that, I was really getting round to thinking that Jade and I could have a very rewarding sexual relationship and that that was what Angela would have wanted.


When I went back downstairs, I shouldn’t have been surprise, but I was a bit, when I saw a very naked Jade laying on the sofa. Okay, she was watching a movie, but she also had her legs spread and she was slowly rubbing her clit.

When she saw me she said,

“Daddy, you didn’t leave a nightie out for me and you did say that I could play with my pussy anytime that I wanted. I really like my new bald pussy, it’s so smooth. Thank you for shaving me.”

“I can see that I’ve got some work to do to train you to select you own clothes Jade.”

“What if I don’t want to wear any clothes at home daddy?”

“Then don’t wear any Jade, you’re an adult now, it’s your choice.”

“Okay, but all my existing clothes are what mummy thought I should wear and when I go out I want to wear clothes like other girls wear.”

“Tell you what Jade, we’ll go clothes shopping in the morning and you can choose a whole new wardrobe for yourself, how’s that?”

“I don’t need a new wardrobe, where would we put it, just some new clothes.”

“Okay Jade, I’ll explain some other time, we’ll just get you some new clothes, okay?”

“Can I cuddle up to you while we watch the rest of the movie daddy?”

Jade’s idea of cuddling up to me transpired to be her sitting sideways on my lap with me putting an arm round her back, She was still very naked and her pussy was right over my underwear and jeans covered cock.

What’s more, when the movie started again, her legs spread and one of her hands went and started slowly rubbing her clit. I just knew that I’d have a very wet patch on the front of my jeans when Jade got up.


Jade didn’t get off me while the movie was playing, but she did keep rearranging her sitting position. She appeared to be grinding her pussy on my underwear and jeans covered cock which I tried to get to go flaccid by concentrating on the movie, but that didn’t work. 

“Is your cock hard daddy?” Jade asked when the credits started to roll.

“Yes Jade, it’s a natural reaction to me having a beautiful, naked girl sitting on my lap, but don’t you worry about it, it’s not your problem.”

“You can fuck me if that will help daddy.”

“Not going to happen Jade, you shouldn’t be thinking things like that.”

“Why not, you say that I’m an adult now, so why not?”

“No Jade.”

“Well will you at least rub my clitty and give me that amazing feeling?”

“You were doing that all through the movie Jade.”

“Was I, I didn’t realise. I guess that that’s why I’m all tingly and want more, to ‘cum’ as you call it.”

“Probably, do you want to watch another movie or go to bed Jade, your bed that is?”

“Well, I am a little tired, I haven’t been getting much sleep these last few nights so I think that I’ll go to bed.”


Off Jade went, leaving me to reflect on everything that had happen in the last few days. Okay, Jade was using sex to help her with her grief, and her doing so was certainly distracting me from a lot of sad thoughts. But was it right for Jade and me to have sex? It had only been a few days since we’d lost Angela. I know that I’d decided that that was what Angela would have wanted, even though I still had some reservations, part of me thinking that it was all wrong.

But there again, I was sure that Angela would have wanted me to look after Jade, and for both of us to be happy. Angela would also have realised that sex is part of a happy relationship and that, certainly me, and probably Jade sometime, would need to be happy sexually.

Angela had never had strong feelings against family relationships, just so long as no one got pregnant, so logically, she wouldn’t have objected to Jade and I having a sexual relationship, Also, that would ensure that Jade would be safe with me.

I came to the conclusion that it was a win, win situation for both of us and that I should gently break Jade into the joys of having sex, just let it happen slowly.


Happy with my decision, I went up to my office to take care of a few things. I really wasn’t impressed with how difficult it is to have to deal with probate and all the other thing in the minefield of death. Why does the aftermath of death have to be more complicated than that of life?


I quietly looked into Jade’s room as I went by, and saw that she was still awake. From the shape of the duvet I could tell that her legs were wide apart, and the duvet over her lower abdomen was moving so I guessed that she was masturbating.

I quietly moved on and quietly closed my office door.

I just sat at my desk and did absolutely nothing for a couple of minutes, then got stuck in to my emails and other jobs.

It was late when I had caught up and I quietly went and looked in on Jade. All was still and quiet so I went to the bathroom, did my thing, then went to bed,

Both Angela and I had always slept in the nude and I could see no reason to change that. After all, Jade had been holding my morning woody when I woke up that morning, and my decision to just let thing slowly happen, meant that I had no reason to change the way that I slept.

*****

In the middle of the night I half woke up and realised that Jade was cuddling up to me and her hand was on my cock again. Only this time it wasn’t hard.

I didn’t sense that Jade was crying so I said.

“It’s still the middle of the night Jade, go to sleep.”

We both must have because the next thing that I knew daylight was steaming through the window.

I was, and wasn’t relieved that I couldn’t feel Jade’s hand on my cock, but I could feel something else.

“What are you doing Jade?” I asked as I realised that it was Jade’s mouth on my cock.

Jade continued licking and sucking my cock for a good few seconds until her head rose up and she said,

“I was just trying to see if I could get you to shoot a lot of tadpoles out of it, I wanted to see if they tasted as good as Rosemary said they did.”

“Who is Rosemary?” I asked.

“She was a girl in my last class, she said that they tasted great and that we should all try them.”

Jade’s hand was now on my hard cock and it was going up and down a bit.

Remembering the decision that I had made the previous day, I decided not to berate Jade, just not push her into doing something that she might regret later.

“Jade, beautiful, sweet Jade, I think that maybe you are reacting to your loss, our loss, trying to get closer to me because your mother is no longer with us. In principle I am happy with that, I want us to be closer, we’ve both suffered a horrible loss and I’m sure that us getting closer, being better friends, relying on each other more, will help us both. But, getting into some sort of sexual relationship may not be the best idea.”

“Are you going to spank me daddy?”

“No Jade, you haven’t done anything wrong.”

“But you will spank me if I’m naughty won’t you?”

“Jade, you keep mentioning spanking, it’s like you want me to spank you, do you?”

“I don’t know, that Rosemary said that she liked being spanked so I sort of want to try it. I also want to try other things like tasting your seed and getting fucked. I feel that I have missed out on a lot of things that I’ve heard other girls talking about.”

“Hmm, it sounds like you need a good boyfriend Jade.”

“I don’t know any boys that I like, only you daddy and I really like you, will you be my boyfriend?”

“Oh Jade, come here.”

Jade had been sat by my side, the duvet having slid down, so she swung round and lay beside me, well half on top of me, then she lowered her face and kissed my lips. It was only a quick kiss, but then she leant down and gave me a longer kiss, her lips opening. Mine opened too, but not wanting to go too fast or frighten her, I just ran my tongue around her lips and teeth.

“That was nice.” Jade said when she backed off me.

“Yes it was, very nice.”

“Can you teach me to kiss properly please daddy?”

“I can, but if we are going to get into a sexual relationship we are going to take it slow, real slow, so that you can change your mind and back out whenever you want.”

“I won’t daddy, I want you to fuck me a hundred times every day.”

“If only.” I replied. “I’d turn into a feeble old man in no time if we were to try to do that Jade.”

“How about 50 times a day?”

“How about none for now, then, in a few days maybe we can do it once. As I said, we need to take things slowly.”

“Okay daddy, whatever you say, but can I still lick your cock and see if you will give me a taste of your tadpoles?”

“Okay, okay, but not right now, how about we go shopping for some new clothes for you?”

“Okay, I liked going shopping with mum but it might be more fun with you, you will let me get some short skirts and dresses won’t you daddy? I want to look more like other girls my age.”

“You go and get a shower Jade and I’ll start the breakfast.”

“Aren’t you going to shave me daddy, you said that you would and I liked it yesterday, especially when you played with my clitty and I had one of those orgasm things.”

“How could I forget Jade, It was a beautiful sight seeing you cum. We’ll both shower then get the breakfast ready together.”


We must have been in the bathroom for a good 45 minutes, Jade watching me shave my face then me washing her hair before I finally got her to sit on the side of the bath with her legs spread wide. She’d been urging me on to complete the other tasks so that we could get to the shaving task as quick as possible.

I again took my time, getting her to watch closely what I was doing. I told her that she needed to watch so that she could do it herself but she told me that she wanted me to do it every day.

When I had finished shaving her I said,

“There, all done, a quick rinse off under the shower then we’ll get out and dried.”

“But daddy, you haven’t played with my clitty. I’m all tingly and I want you to make me cum.”

I smiled and said that I was just joking as my right hand went to her pussy and she was quickly moaning then cumming. I held her tight when she started shaking, me worried that she might slip off the side of the bath and do herself an injury.


Finally finished in the bathroom, Jade said that she would go and start the breakfast while I went and put some clothes on.

“Damn,” I said when I saw the still naked Jade in the kitchen, “I forgot to get a dress out for you.”

“I know, can you forget every day please daddy, I’ve decided that I don’t want to ever wear clothes at home again..”

“Okay Jade, if that’s what you want, but you may want to wear something if you are cooking any bacon.”

“Why is that daddy?”

“Bacon cooking, spitting fat, hot fat!”

“Oh yeah, good thinking daddy.”


After breakfast I cleaned-up then went looking for Jade. I found her on my bed, spread eagle and rubbing her clit. When she saw me she asked,

“Daddy. Will you do it for me, you’re so much better at it than I am.”

Reluctantly, well maybe not, I did and it didn’t take long for Jade to orgasm. I watched her shaking, grabbing her pussy and one of her tiny tits until she relaxed and said,

“Thank you daddy, I needed that. Can I wank you now? That is the right word isn’t it?”

“Yes it is Jade, but no you may not wank me, we have to go to town, remember?”

“Oh yes, will you get some clothes out for me please?”

I did, and as she put the summer dress on, I got changed and grabbed my wallet.


“It’s nice sitting in the front of the car daddy, mummy always told me to get in the back.” Jade said as we drove down the road.


Soon we were walking into the shopping centre, Jade holding on to my arm with a vice like grip. We quickly found a young woman’s fashion shop and went in. Telling Jade to browse around and see what she liked, I quickly became the spare part that I’d always been when I went shopping with Angela.

Ten minutes later, Jade came back to me with several items in her hands.

“Can I try these on please daddy?”

“Of course you can, the fitting room is over there.”

“Come on daddy.”

“Sorry Jade, but you’ll have to go in there on your own.”

“Why. mummy always came in with me?”

“If you hadn’t noticed, I’m a man and men aren’t allowed in women’s fitting rooms here.”

“That’s silly.”

“Maybe, but it’s the rules so off you go.”

“Can I at least come out and show you each item on me?”

“Of course you can Jade.”

Off Jade went and 3 minutes later out she came wearing one of the new dresses. My first observation was that it was really short, well above mid thigh.

“Do you like it daddy?”

“Do a 360 Jade.”

She did, then I asked her to do a twirl.

She did, and I saw the skirt part float up showing anyone who may have been looking, that she wasn’t wearing any knickers.

“You look good in that Jade,” I said, “try one of the others on.”

Jade turned and went back to her fitting room. Three minutes later she was back. This time it was a different style of summer dress, one with an elasticated bodice, and if anything, a bit shorter.

After a twirl, Jade pulled the whole dress down about 3 or 4 centimetres, giggled and said,

“Look daddy, you can see my nipples.”

“Pull it back up Jade, someone might see you.” I replied as I looked around to see if the other man that was waiting for his girl, was looking. Thankfully, he wasn’t.

“So I see. Yes, I do you like the dress, but maybe you should get one with some shoulder straps.”

“This one has them, but I prefer to just tuck them down the insides. Look.”

With that Jade pulled the right side of the dress down, revealing all of her right tit, Then she stuck a hand down the top and retrieved the spaghetti strap.

“See.” Jade said.

“Okay, next one please?”

“You want to see my other tit?”

“No Jade, I meant the next dress.”

“Oh, sorry.”

Off she went and 3 minutes later she came out in another summer dress, even shorter, and when she turned her back to me I saw that it was backless. Then Jade surprised me again by bending at the waist and asking,

“Can you see my bare butt and pussy daddy?”

Jade may not have been embarrassed, but I was, especially when I heard the other man there say,

“Bloody hell.”

“Jade, stand up straight.”

She did, then she turned to face me and said,

“Was I showing too much daddy?”

“Yes Jade, go and try some of the other clothes.”

“It’s just skirts and tops now daddy.”

“Okay.” I replied.

“Hell of a girl that you’ve got there mate.” The other man said as my embarrassment started to fade.

I didn’t get a chance to think of a suitable reply because the curtain opened and out came Jade just wearing a halter top, nothing else.

“Jade, get back in there and put a skirt on.”

“I didn’t know which skirt would go with this top so I didn’t bother with any.” Jade replied in a tearful voice.

Sod the rules, I thought, as I went to the fitting room entrance and hugged Jade.

“Sorry daddy, I didn’t mean to upset you but I didn’t know what to do.” Jade said as I saw a tear start running down her cheek.

“It’s okay Jade,” I replied as I wiped the tear away, “I should have told you. For now, just try any skirt with each top, we can co-ordinate them later.”

I backed off a little and closed the curtain as I smiled at her.

Two minutes later, Jade was back wearing the same top and a denim micro-mini skirt that only just covered her pussy and butt.

“Wow,” I said, “do you realise that that top is slightly see-through Jade?”

“So what, it covers my tits and it’s comfortable.”

“I can’t argue with that Jade. Okay, go and change into another top AND skirt.”

Three minutes later she was back. The skirt was also extremely short and the top was very see-through, and baggy. As Jade walked up to me she suddenly stopped, bent at the waist and asked,

“Can you see my tits daddy. The girls at school often wore tops like this and they giggled when they bent in front of a teacher?”

“Didn’t they wear a bra?” I asked

“Not always, sometimes their boobs were bouncing all over the place. I’m happy that I don’t have huge breasts.”

“So am I Jade, so am I.”


“That was the last one daddy.”

“So which of the items did you like the most Jade?”

“All of them. Can you buy all of them for me please daddy?”

“Well, under the circumstances. Okay, all of them, let’s go and pay.”


As we walked out of the shop I said,

“Now we have to find a black dress for you for the funeral Jade.”

“Does it have to be black daddy?”

“Yes Jade, it’s a sign of respect.”

We managed to find one that fitted her in the third shop that we went in to. I was pleased that it was knee length and up to her neck, with long sleeves. Jade hated it and she told me that I had never to get it out for her to wear after the funeral.

Back at home, we put Jade’s new clothes away then had a quiet evening watching the television. Jade cuddled up to me and I put my arm around her. Thankfully, maybe not, she didn’t ask me to make her cum again and we eventually went to our own beds, me wondering if Jade’s sexual exploits had just been he way of coping with the grief of losing her mother.

Before sleep came I lay there hoping that I was wrong, but wondered if Jade would go back to being a ‘normal’ girl again.

*****

When I woke in the morning, I discovered that Jade’s discovery of sexual matters may have just been grief to start off with, but it was looking like she was going to be a little nymph because she was in my bed, wanking me as I awoke, and as soon as she realised that I was awake she told me that I had to return the favour as soon as I’d cum.

*****
*****

And that’s how I got into a very loving, sexual relationship with my step-daughter. Okay, she may be a bit naive and submissive, and I think that she’s turning into an exhibitionist because she always gets aroused when she accidentally display herself, but that only makes our relationship more fun.

I’m really looking forward to us having lots of fun on holidays.
 

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